A big part of growing up is accepting the fact that there’s always gonna be people who’s going to be pissed off simply by you doing better than them. And the worst is they’re most likely gonna be someone you perceive as your friend or even your best friend. When I got 84 and she got 59 girl literally said to me even if you did well it doesn’t showcase any of your abilities. I had to agree with her because I didn’t want to make her feel even worse but who tf cared about how I felt. Please just stop fucking projecting your insecurities on me I treated you with all my sincerity for you to always show up randomly and start degrading me for no reason like I have absolutely no fucking feelings who tf allowed you to do that just because your life is fucked doesn’t give you a valid reason to fuck up someone else’s life😭 I literally just shit I don’t even know the way she’s acting is fucking triggering so much trauma but I can’t even show I have to be like oh yeah you’re right i am a piece of shit😭 Because I was mistreated I always try to be as kind and understanding as possible to everyone but this is exactly why people mistreat me even more