Ok here’s what I want for a relationship, since I don’t find it in the past year so I might as well post it here for good fortune in the upcoming year of 2026:

This person must not be too socialized or too alternative. With good taste in life, stable mental health situation and a passion for certain things. Ideally a giver/supporter without severe attachment issues.

This is such a high bar. Hehe, for everyone.
Try to be eazy on the others and harder on yourself might be a good start.