I thought I will never be jealous, be furious, be childish .

“So you’re a very positive person.”he said.

But then I realized I could, you made me know how is that feels like, how is “worry for nothing” taste like.
The worst part is I don’t hate it. I just need to tell myself: it’s okay to be jealous, be furious, be childish, it’s okay sometimes you’re not calm and wise. It’s not a big deal, it’s allowed.

I believe I can handle it eventually. Let the time, time.