You never will understand if you are not going through what i have been here .I know i can't let it break me down ,I know i have to cheer up,it's not because how i am strong enough, it's cause I don't know what i can do if life continue sucks,haha,how sad it is. I have no idea how long this bad feeling will exist, the only thing i can help myself is that try my best and grab any chance to make me feel better.I hope one day i wouldn't suffer from this any more.Fight ,believe yourself,you can do this. http://t.cn/z8AVo68